just maybe

is this just wishful thinking
to wish for impossible things
is this my prayers answered
or just a game of desire

i wished i can say for sure
that you are everything i hold dear
but alas the memories
are not as kind when you were mine

i want to have that innocence returned
i want to have that smile, that touch, that kiss
i want to have all of that and more
but this shattered remains
this frozen heart
are wary
are weary
are not
as it was
as that first kindle
as that first
transcendence

forgive me
for the doubts
forgive me
for the walls
forgive me
my faith in you
that have lost it's way
and still haven't found
it's way home again

however much i love you
however much i adore you
i can never be
your whole again
not now
not this soon
but maybe
someday

for us to be forever
as forever was meant to be

::bene shadarin XXII::


Thursday, June 24, 2010 at 4:05am